Earthbound Page 7

Chapter 7

  He doesn’t seem to take any notice of me as I walk up, blinking furiously and trying to make sure I actually see him. That he’s real. But as usual, there’s no flickering, no glowing. Not like the woman   by the realty office or the triangle at the house. Just . . . him. Real and solid. I’m both relieved by and afraid of that. The jacket and hat are gone, but he hasn’t exactly replaced them with jeans and a polo. He’s wearing a linen shirt tucked loosely into brown canvas breeches and his feet are bare, toes half-buried in the rocky sand. I glance around at the ground next to him and don’t see any shoes. But then, if he was crazy enough to come to my house uninvited and unannounced two days in a row, maybe he walks around barefoot, too.   In March.   As I watch, the air frozen in my lungs—is my heart even beating?— he lifts a hand and tucks a strand of that silken hair behind his ear. Then he bends forward, the linen straining across his shoulders, and picks up a small rock. With a leisurely motion he swings his arm around and releases the stone to go skipping over the face of the river.   The stillness is gone.   A hot fountain of anger and need and want and fury bubbles up in my stomach and as I cover the distance between us, I’m not sure which are stronger—the feelings holding me back, or the ones propelling me forward.   Then I’m there. Beside him.   He doesn’t look up. Doesn’t give any indication that he knows I’m standing here at all.   It just makes me angrier.   “I saw you,” I say, just loud enough for him to hear—I don’t want to draw anyone’s attention, especially Reese’s. “Yesterday. Today, I mean. Two in the morning. ”   I wait for him to explain, to defend himself. To lie even. But he says nothing.   “And then on Park Street too. I don’t like that you’re following me and I want you to stop. ” My teeth nearly clamp down on the lie I didn’t know was a lie until it came out of my mouth.   But at least I got it out. Benson would be proud.   Still the guy says nothing. Just reaches for another stone and lets it fly, like the first one.   “I’m serious,” I say.   I’m not.   “I want you to leave me alone. ”   I want you to talk to me.   He’s still. Still and silent.   “Hey!” I snap, folding my arms across my chest. “Are you even listening to me?”   He reaches for another rock and I move in front of him to block his throw.   “You can’t just—” I look down at his face and my words cut off. It’s the most beautiful face I’ve ever seen.   Leaf-green eyes look up at me with a calm as deep as the waters of Lake Michigan. His jaw is angular, but the curve of his mouth softens the lines and his sooty lashes do the rest. As I drink him in, a strand of golden hair slips loose from behind his ear and casts a dark shadow across his cheek. Air hisses into my mouth in a gasp, and though I’m trying to form words, my mouth doesn’t obey.   As if sensing that he’s the source of my distress, he looks away, back over the water, and I can move again.   “I beg your forgiveness,” he says, and his voice is deep, but soft. Dark chocolate. “I approached you badly. Botched it all up. ” His words sound a little off—accented maybe, but not with any lilt I can place.   I don’t know what I was expecting, but an instant apology wasn’t it. Excuses, denials, that’s what I was ready for. I’m stunned by his admission and, for a moment, stand with my mouth slightly open.   “I ought to have introduced myself in the traditional way. ” His eyes meet mine again and I can’t look away.   “Yeah, that would have been better than standing outside my kitchen at two in the morning,” I force myself to say.   “I frightened you. ”   Again the bluntness. I want to deny it—to insist I wasn’t afraid at all. But I was. Terrified and exhilarated in equal measure.   “But I am not the one whom you should fear. ”   I study him. There’s . . . something. Something familiar, now that I see him up close. “Do I . . . do I know you?”   He grins and I have to take a step back as he pushes to his feet, the deep V of his loose shirt falling forward, and I glimpse well-defined abs. I’m not the kind of girl who goes for muscles and tans and all that— brains over brawn for me—but I find it impossible to avert my gaze. It’s as though this body was made explicitly for my adoration. As he straightens, his shirt falls flat against his chest once more. My eyes travel upward.   And upward.   I’m not short. I’m five eight. But this guy is a good six inches taller than me, and he stretches his lanky arms above his head in a leisurely gesture. “No,” he says, and his eyes sparkle with some kind of mischief. “But you will. ”   And then we stand.   And stare.   At each other.   This isn’t me; tongue-twisted over some guy, drooling over a granite physique. It makes me feel right and wrong at once and by turns until I want to walk out of my skin to get away from the contradiction.   “I’m Tavia,” I say, thrusting my hand out. I have to do something. The tension is killing me and I can’t figure out what I want. What I don’t want.   They seem to be the same thing.   He looks at my hand but ignores it. “I know who you are. ”   Of course he does. I wait.   And wait.   Is he going to make me ask?   “We should talk,” he says as he stoops to grab a coat from the sand, then slips his lean arms into it. “I have things to show you and our time is short. ”   “I don’t know your name,” I blurt.   He smiles all the way now, showing broad teeth and tiny crinkles on each side of his eyes. “You’re beautiful, you know that?” My legs shake as he lifts his hand to my face, his fingers just a hair’s breadth from my cheek. “I like you this way,” he whispers. I close my eyes, waiting for the touch to land.   It doesn’t.   After a few seconds I open my eyes, embarrassed. But he’s not looking at me. He’s turned half away and his eyebrows are folded low.   “Why are you doing this?” I choke. “I don’t understand any of it. ”   “I wish I could explain everything right now, but it will take time. You must trust me. I know I’ve done nothing to deserve it,” he adds before I can argue. “But please, please trust me. ”   My head is nodding even as I bite my lip, letting go when my teeth touch the sore, cracked skin. Stupid ocean air. It gives me a moment of clarity and I fight the woozy, agreeable feeling that fills my head. “No offense, but why should I trust you?” I snap. “You won’t tell me anything and you keep running off. I need you to talk to me. ”   “Next time,” he says, a touch of promise in his voice. “You know I cannot linger tonight. A promise,” he adds. “I shall bring something to help you understand next we meet. Agreed?”   “You can’t come here again,” I warn. “Not like this. You’ll get us both in trouble. ”   He nods soberly, almost as if he expected that. “Don’t look for me. I’ll find you. ”   It appears that’s the best I’m going to get. He’s right—he can’t stay. Not now. “Okay,” I concede. My whole body trembles as I say it. I’m afraid of what I’ve just agreed to.   He turns and his long coat billows out for just a second, falling back around his legs with a whisper. “Be safe,” he says. I think he says it. But it’s so quiet I might have imagined it.   “Wait!” I say, jumping after him.   “Soon,” he calls without turning. “Soon. ”   “But—” I don’t even know what to say; I’m completely out of control here. Of the situation. Of him. Of myself.   A light laugh escapes him and I start to feel angry, but he spins to walk backward and his eyes meet mine with an innocent playfulness. “Since names matter so much to you, it’s Quinn,” he says with a smile. “Quinn Avery. ”   Quinn Avery.   Two simple words, but they mean everything.